I should just "Believe"

Lately, I feel like re-organizing my life again. I feel like my head is stuffed with so many thoughts and sometimes my heart felt like blowing up with so many kinds of emotions. Uwegere? (eja entah betul entah tidak pun saya tak tahu). What is wrong with me? Why is it that I keep on thinking negative thoughts in me? Hey...everything is gonna be alright, Nad..

"If you loose your way, believe in a better day.. (Maher Zain), Trials will come, but sure the days will fade away..(Irfan Makki)" from the song "I Believe" by Irfan Makki feat Maher Zain.

I took out my planner which I have been using since 2008 (the year when I started pursuing my post-graduate studies). I wonder if I should write things again. I look through the mind-mapping I illustrated in the book. From the things I wish to do, the person I wish to become, the things I've achieved and so on..I open the new page and illustrate the new one. Just a simple one of what I want to do this time.

I noticed two cards I bought from the gift shop at New Zealand inside the planner. Poems by Faye Kilday..An Unfamilar Path..the other one..It's Up To You..

An Unfamiliar Path

Walking an unfamiliar path that you've never trod before,

Or knocking on a strange and unfamiliar door,

Can be extremely scary as you never really know,

Exactly who's behind the door or where the path will go,

Yet these are things we all must do to excel in life an grow,

To find ourselves a better job and have riches to bestow,

So although your heart is beating fast-you must do what you must do,

And remember that you are not alone,

God is watching over you!

Faye Kilday

It's Up To You

Will you win or will you lose?

The decision's entirely yours to choose!

For quitters never win and winners never quit..

So whatever you start you must stick with it!

For everyone who's successful in life

Has overcome heartache, disappointment and strife..

But they stuck with their goals-they saw them through

And they never give up until their dreams come true!

So tell me my friend, will you win or lose?

The decison's entirely yours to choose!

Faye Kilday

Yeah..everything is gonna be okay..I'm glad I opened up by planner even though I didn't write much after that. Guess what..I'm listening to "I Believe" by Irfan Makki feat Maher Zain from my parent's bedroom..:-) Maybe I should just "Believe". Thanks for the guidance, Allah..