Dear diary, it's public holiday today and currently it's raining. Well, not exactly. It has stopped somehow. I went to UKM in the morning meeting a senior, Dr Parvis who I met and went to UM with together with our other friend, Mandy. I wish to learn the techniques on how to do the DNA extraction. By 9 am when I arrived at the lab 4183, Dr Parvis was already there. We waited for an undergraduate student, Azreen as she was the one who will be doing this technique for her final year project. As she arrived, I tagged along them and see how things work.
Along the way, I miss it. I miss the time when I was working at MGI with the undergraduate students. It was quite chaos for me as I was already packed with my abundance of workload. Mei Perng was there with me helping me to work things out. When I was crying, I remember Mei Perng and Sri were there comforting me. That time was hard, yet, I miss it somehow. I miss my friends. I miss the feelings of working with my friends. When Mei Perng leaved for another project, I felt the emptiness not seeing her at her usual place. And when I started working with the undergraduate students without her, they become my friends. Izazy and Khuzaimah from the EST group while another three students from the Gene group (I've forgotten some of their names). I tried to work with them as a team. And I enjoyed it. I hope they enjoyed working with me too.
When Sri and Latifah were also decided to leave as well, oh dear..it felt so empty. I started to spend most my time doing analysis at home. Later, I was informed that Izazy and another girl, Fazilah (who are currently my close friends, even though we don't see each other right now) will be continuing their study. I was so excited. It was fun. Somehow, we got along well. And they even took their effort to spend some money buying me a beautiful flower during my convocation. I even become friends with Izazy's sister, Jannah.
Currently, Izazy and Jannah are finishing their study and Ila currently working at Klang. I miss them so much. I do realize that friends do come and go. Someone was considering me as loyal blog reader. Why is it that it makes me feel sooo uncomfortable. Furthermore, it's a he, a guy. I'm not sure if I'm a loyal friend because there are some "friends", even after years of being friends, in the end..the chemistry just...I don't know..different. Sometimes, I have to admit it even though it might hurt someone's feelings. Yeah...people change..friends..do come and go..I am grateful and lucky for still having those who are loyal yet..there are parts that I have to admit that..the chemistry or the trust..is just not the same anymore..probably due to some circumstances..I appreciate new friends into my life and still remember the old ones. I guess..this is life..:-)
I do enjoy the learning with Dr Parvis and Azreen in the morning. I get back home by 12pm. My family are having a holiday at Port Dickson and I'm here writing a new post. For the moment I feel like wanting my blog to be in private. Just doesn't feel like letting people read what I want to say or express. Later..:-)
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