Dear diary, it's already 1 am in the morning. I had a long day today in the lab even though it's Saturday. I just couldn't help it. I just want to finish the task given to me systematically. My work place is one hour away from home yet I made up my mind to just do it!. I didn't expect that I'll be back home late in the evening. Fuhh...I was thinking of going to the lab tomorrow as well but then I just want to spend some quality time at home with my beloved family.
Lots and lots of things in my mind. I wish I could let the whole world know how I feel. Why eh? Why?! Why do we have to hurt each others feelings? Why eh? Why couldn't we just try to respect our differences? People are unique man..each of everyone of us. Why can't we just respect and be a good listener? Why do we have to back-stabbed each other? Among us...among the muslimahs? I see that even the non-muslims can work things out harmoniously. I just don't get it!
Who am I to say all these things. I'm just a woman who tries so hard to improve herself. I made mistakes and I learn from them. I ask for forgiveness and I forgive. I pray that I did all that for the sake of Him. Dear Allah, please help me to always persevere to purify my heart for the sake of You. Most of the time, maybe I just feel like I am not strong enough. Help me to think of only good thoughts...
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