Just chat with a friend and she's been suggesting to me to do this blogging thing since it's a good way for me to express my feelings and generate all my thoughts into words. Yupe, there are so many things I wish to share yet don't have that one good place to share it with . I once involved in this blogging thing yet decided to quit cause I feel like my writing were not exactly what I wish to share. I did invited a few "friends" as my reader because I made it private and yet I didn't feel the connection there. I mean between me and the reader. Maybe we were not that connected in the real world. There are times I feel like cutting all the connections I have with people. I isolated myself from people. Funny, I do still have some connections with a few people I felt close with. People I feel like I can be who I am, express my true feelings without receiving hurtful judgments and all. I am being thankful for that. I should learn that not everyone has the gift to being empathy. Maybe I should learn to be empathy as well.
Currently, listening to a song by my beloved Super Junior from their 5th album.I'm thinking what I want to do for my life next. I will receive my second degree this September on the 39th Convocation at UKM earning my Master degree in Molecular Biology. Tak sangka, akhirnya Tuhan memakbulkan doa saya selama ni nak memiliki segulung ijazah lagi. Walaupun jalan yang dilalui penuh ranjau, alhamdulillah, syukur tak terhingga atas segala pertolonganNya disebalik semua kesusahan tu. Jalan yang perlu ditempuh masih terlalu panjang dan saya masih tercari-cari hala tuju kehidupan yang seterusnya. Bekerja, menyambung pengajian ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi, berkahwin..hmmm, banyaknya..Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusanku dan bantulah aku mencari hala tuju kehidupanku. Kurniakanlah aku sahabat yang sudi untuk menemani aku melalui perjalanan yang panjang ini. To my friends..Latifah, Ila, Aji, Jannah, Dr Lee, Kak Aida, Nuru terima kasih atas segalanya..Some of you I only met for a short time, yet it has been meaningful.
Two days to go before Syawal is coming and I know that I'm gonna miss Ramadhan so much. It has been a blessed that I was given by God all the time to appreciate this Ramadhan. It's gonna be my first experience celebrating Syawal at Bangi and I like it. My own hometown. Until then..
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